A Weeping Heart In Love

 It waves in through the veins 
Something with heat and then it rains
Thundering clouds bursting inside the skull
I wrote in love, sometimes I wrote in vain
Then I stopped for awhile till today when I write in pain

The sound of the laugh rings a loud.
I search for you, I looked all around
Was it easy before, shouldn't we have learnt it already
I wish to silence myself
The voice would never be heard, words never being said, hearts never being hurt.

Was it easy before or have things changed, time has changed or have we changed.
Our smiles in our photographs remind me we were happy..
You held my hand on tight as we walked by through states
Hold my hand again
Don't let me slip away.

Come along, come with me
Stay with me my heart still loves you like it did on the first night I slept along with you as you whispered through the phone saying you love me
My heart loves you even when you're far
But how long we'd go being so far apart

Sketched details of your face imprinted on my heart.
I wouldn't stand and see you go away
But every night becomes months 

and years  becomes of the day
Time stretches longer and longer
Getting restless I am, every day that you're there while I am here.

I think about you a little more than I should, I spent moments of every hour contemplating of what ifs and what would
It's making me more weak in my mind and heart.
Makes me restless, I just no longer want to be apart

Help me oh my sweetheart, hug me tight when you meet me finally
Dont let me go off, dont let me lose myself as I wait for you daily
On the rainiest days, in the scorching heat
I mean no wreath to you anytime of the day I mean no agony i am sorry you feel this way
You know I'd love you, I'd love you forever and a day.