Woah. Sometimes our own thoughts can be so toxic. Here we cant even blame someone else. Maybe you're also battling with some feeling that is so out of your control. I feel them too and there are so many people out there. Driven by enormous overpowering emotions affecting our everyday life.
It's so easy to have yourself entangled into multiple of emotions everyday. Sometimes I feel like why cant we have a switch that with one flick just makes us stop feeling something. Sometimes I sleep at night and my mind races so fast. Flying from one aspect of my life to another so fast that sometimes I could hear my thoughts.
Why am i usually so negative about myself? I dont do it on purpose but why is it so easy to think of something bad about yourself than something good. Mind dwells on those imperfections that are part of me and that will always be part of me.
May be I dont think about good things about myself because I feel somehow I am not entitled to such a compliment. Even if it's from me to my ownself. It is so easy to think that I am not good enough and give up on something than to think I am good enough and achieve even bigger things.
But we have come so long way through our life. We came to this world not even knowing how to hold our head but we learnt it. We learnt how to crawl, how to sit up without falling. We learnt how to talk and we learnt so many things. We can also learn to think at least one good thing about us. We can also learn to give ourselves that break from gigantic thoughts that pressurize us daily. We can learn to love ourselves. But first we must give ourselves that one chance. We owe it our ownself.
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