!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAYY TO YOUUUU!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY TO YOUUUU!!!
Every loving one around me singing and smiling away.. oh phewww
While I stand in middle of the room with a cone shaped birthday cap and wobbly in the knee
Waiting for the earth to swallow me.
I am so grateful for these occassions but this is a note from my awkward self.
Searching to connect with another awkward human out there. Yes, you're not alone we're both weird elf
The awkwardness of saying "NO" to someone, the awkwardness of accepting compliments from a *not so close* person. The awkwardness to hug someone.
Ugh what is wrong with me. These moments are sweet but not so fun
Palpitations and mental analysis to shake hands or to accept a hug
A smile on my face that's more like a smug
So much goes on in this brain of mine
Calming my nerves, can I have a glass of wine!!!
That moment to go ahead saying hi to a relative
My mama forces me to otherwise she'll hand me an affidavit
It's so hard for me to befriend another person.
Around me I've created these big walls of self-protection
Overthinking of accepting invitation to a party
Rather prefer to blast some music in my room and get groovy
Yes, if you relate to me you're not alone in this
I am another weirdo along with you **sniff**sniff**
Aye life is anyway too short to bother much about changing my whole persona
I am happy in a group, I am happy as a loner.
Our group of friends smaller than an atom
Either way, those genuine twos and threes are alot more fun
Maybe we have had few too many wardrobe dysfunctions
Yeahhh, those ain't very much fun.
But as my bae says, Izzokay you just have to keep moving on
We gotta turn that frown upside down
We are unique, smart and witty
Let's maintain this awkwardness, we dont need anyone elses validity.
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