Restless, running, HIDING. OUR CHOICE, OUR AFTERMATH

lets talk here.. the inflation is kicking a$$. everything is crazy expensive. those making lives through tiktok and social media just seem to thrive. we are more concerned about AH vs JD case than well anything else. so much is going on around us and in our heads. sometimes seems like everything around us is so bright and happy and then bam a lunatic does something around the country and basic humanity is questioned. i feel like *some* countries are more protective about the baby who isn't even born yet by being adamant about anti-abortion than for the kids who are already here. where is this protectiveness for kids and babies who are already here on this earth. what about their protection? you need to be 21 to buy alcohol but 18 to buy G? makes me question where is GOD? why this inhumane acts occurring all around the world when God is suppose to love and protect us. then i remember it is US. we are the culprit of all this terror and wars. hunger for power and political supremacy. it all comes down to the same ideology EVERY ACTION HAS A CONSEQUENCE. Our actions has consequence. Good and bad it all one day will come around to us and show us if it was indeed a right way. Makes me think that i might as well not do anything at all. doing nothing means no consequence, right?? well, life isn't really going to work that way no matter how much you would want it to. Life is really simple if we just do the right thing. how hard is it? why is there so much political questioning over doing right compared to doing wrong. we are so blessed that so many things in life we have comes with so many options. such as DON'T EAT UNHEALTHY. DON'T DRINK AND DRIVE. DON'T BE VIOLENT. CONTROL YOUR ANGER. LAUGH AT SILLY THINGS. BE HAPPY. DON'T OVERTHINK. i feel whoever is reading this right now definitely has the blessing of choice in life. so many in this world who don't have choice. so many people are pushed into situations where they dont have a choice because their country leaders made a choice that was selfish or when another lunatic made an awful choice. Honestly, life is all about chances and choice. we can always choose to be better. how willing are we? if we are just lazy then there will be no change in us. except we will just lose precious days of our lives worthlessly when we could have just tried a little bit harder. You and I don't have to make a huge change in this world because well that is not possible but we can surely make a change in our life. in our home. in our relationships. in our community. why wait for an opportunity that someone else will ask for your help and then you will go and help. why wait? why not randomly one day take $10 and buy someone a hygiene pack. why not buy your mum some flowers or go just sit with your grandma. why not just take yourself out for the day? go to the beach or go for some window shopping (again inflation is here so don't waste money you don't have ha ha). all i am trying to say is we can choose to heal. we can choose to be a better person. we can choose to be hardworking and we can choose to make little difference everyday. maybe it wont solve big problems in this world such as world hunger/ global warming and world peace but it will make you peaceful at some level. choose while you can because it is a true privilege that so so so many dont have. what are you waiting for. ACTIVELY CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY. Now go and workout. 

okay byeee! sending my sunshine across to you.