i knew it had happened but i just wanted to give myself sometime off before i could expose myself to this life changing event. finally took the test and it came back positive and there was the evidence. you had started to grow inside me. what an overwhelming emotion took over me. with everything else like work studying going on and now there is you. everything else automatically has to become a later priority. a enhanced motivation to be better for you ignited inside me. i will have you at a blink of an eye and all responsibility will not double but triple and quadriple. for myself, i always felt someone who is still "kid-like" i guess that time is done now and we gotta grow up because time is moving and it is moving fast. everything is changing and i am scared but i know your daddy will be the most helpful and sweetest one through this and get me through this. these 9 months i hope i can grow enough so that i am good enough for you.
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